Hmm Is it going well ?

I feel its going well. Things seems better now. I can see it.. I can barely touch it yet. Its ok with me.

Your sudden presence is fine by me. Although its a surprise and happy I m still anxious to take action. 
Hope all gonna be fine in my way or a better way.

 

I wish I could see you......

I wish I could see you...... But didnt get a chance..... Miss you.....

Hope some good will happen.......

Life... sucks or what...

Hmm I m forgetting to write my blog now... it sucks.... I m not that busy. Site is pretty fine, but no profit.
Job type business is going fine with things... anyhow I hope I can manage it.

Feel lonely, may be its late night......
She doesn't showed up in a month. I told the truth. Feel lonely but not regret. Did the better thing to do so.

Stars are moving here and there. Anyhow time must be better than the past. I really hope it... Cause hope gives strength to life... to dream... Hmmmm

True Love never dies

Source : True Love Never Dies

I saw their Love. They were old, but their love was not old. Their love refreshes up every day.

I was thinking about Our Love……., which was ended in the first place.


I wanted to cry, needed to cry….. but I cannot….

” Big Boys do not Cry ”

Love is good - Loving compassion is better....

Love & Life

It was a fortune to have a good friends around you. Last night I was devastated. It was like a huge burden cannot held.

Fortunately I saw Dinush brother and expressed I m in pain. He told me its better if we can talk. Started a conversation in Skype, it was great.

He explained about pain and the things we suffer in religious way. According to Buddhism, we cannot imagine this whole sansara circle. May be we cannot understand the mother before few lives ago. So its useless to worry.

I  felt so bad I cannot see Xena, she is gravely ill. Now I know as an animal she might not suffer with illness like I do. We cannot take other's pain.
Love leads us to astray, to sad even pain. Its the nature of love. We get pain and sadness from loving things. Loving compassion is not like love. If we have it we can stay fine. All are same.
Love is a good thing.... but Loving Compassion is the better thing..............

Still not feel so good, but somehow I feel less pain.

Excruciating Pain.........

I don't know how to endure this pain....... Why this world this cruel.....

Xena is very sick, I cannot go with wounds and my sickness. I feel she may not live long.... damn... I cant go......

Sithuli Sis wont be here for sum-time, its also not good... its paining too.

What the hell is happening.... Shit .... Hmmm so much to do even to endure....

Astrologist was correct ..... I feel pain......................................................................................

I feel to cry.... NO I m rough... I wont cry... for any reason.... I was not born to cry...

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I have a new Sister ( in fb)

I forget to write anything here not because I didnt have much things, but I was so busy or something like that.'

Hmm before go to the topic, Got few achievements and things to think, also wounded....

I met a Sister from fb, haha its a usual thing to me.
Although its normal to me, this girl is special. She is a student nurse. She likes Dhamma as I do, knows sutta and so many things related to religion. Also she is a patriotic. I like it.

She wanted me to be in her family as brother, I asked her my demands to be in family. She agreed.
So I found she is a good girl giving comfort and nice welcomes all the time. She is a patriotic girl, so didnt like much when I told about vibha.... Hmm in the end I feel comfort to have a good sister, a nurse sister.

Wish her all the best ~ ~
T. S ~!

Long time companion ......

My dear Companion

You were with me since 2007. In these times it is a strange thing if pair of shoes exists more than an year. But you did it with more than 5 years. I am so grateful to you. I must say that I feel comfort when I wore you. You are unlike my new pair of shoes, those are uncomfortable to me.

Its a loss your failure now, but you did your work well, more than enough. So my dear friend I am saying good bye forever. Its pity you are not live. But feel like that.
I just need to say I am thankful to you for being with me for a long period of my life. May be hardest times I spent with you. I remember you with me when I was riding my bicycle, with rain, sun shine or even with flood you were with me.

I think hardest time is over now, so do you.

Thank you !

Yesterday & Today

22nd of June, 2012

A good day I guess. site is going well now. Participated in discussions also. I learn lot and understand those things. I do not know what is wrong but I felt so tired of doing nothing hard.

23rd of June, 2012

I got up early and walked my usual journey. I was so tired, like exhausted. I don't know what is the reason. After came home I slept almost 2 hours, and in the evening also I slept nearly 2 hours. Day is not a bad day but I was not good. Still lot to think and do....

Cold in the morning

22nd of June, 2012

I wake up at 5 AM today. These days are cold days. So hard to wake up. But I did wake and walked as usual. I got a chance to, take a picture and I tried, damn battery was empty, so no pictures taken today.
I switched off 4 bulbs today. I think today is a busy day, more vehicles than the other days.

I m still not fit, after walking more than an hour. Road is wet. I managed to walk safely. Days are coming and goes by. I/We are still living.

Colombo is not so good.... but also not so bad.....

20th of June, 2012



Yesterday and day before yesterday's experiences was unpleasant to me. I was upset about people's attitude about saving electricity. Today I switched off 3 bulbs. Few people motivated and switched off the bulbs.

21st of June, 2012

I switched off 4 bulbs today. I was so sleepy and weak in the morning. Felt like I am exhausted. Anyhow walking programme continues. Astrologist told me, today will be a fine day to all.

One security personal switched off the bulb before I do, couldn't capture it well.

Listed groups, few posts should be today. Hmmm